Tonight @ 12:57AM:
I am going to be on Broadway.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Daily O 23
Tonight @ 1:
• Perfomed my poem at the Museum of Sex open mic tonight. Very very very well-received. Didn't realize how much I needed the praise. I intend to do it at Nuyorican as soon as possible.
• I am so proud of myself tonight. I am a poet.
• Today is day one of a six-day fast. Just liquids. No sex, including masterbation.
• Perfomed my poem at the Museum of Sex open mic tonight. Very very very well-received. Didn't realize how much I needed the praise. I intend to do it at Nuyorican as soon as possible.
• I am so proud of myself tonight. I am a poet.
• Today is day one of a six-day fast. Just liquids. No sex, including masterbation.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Daily O 24
Tonight @ 11:50:
• Went to a modeling casting call for Manhunt. Not what I had expected. Lackluster.
• Meditation has fully become a part of my diet.
• Proud of myself. For no particular reason.
• Went to a modeling casting call for Manhunt. Not what I had expected. Lackluster.
• Meditation has fully become a part of my diet.
• Proud of myself. For no particular reason.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Daily O 23
Tonight @ 1:
• The interview was a circus. I navigated well. Results pending.
• Wasn't able to afford to buy Legacy business cards. Suspecting Cosmos.
• Prospects abound today: BAM wants to interview me next week for an usher position. Manhunt model casting call tomorrow. And submitted my headshot to New Jersey Shakes for their upcoming tour.
• Noticed that my torso wants to lean right or left when sitting. Also, my head has a tendency to cock to the left since childhood.
• The interview was a circus. I navigated well. Results pending.
• Wasn't able to afford to buy Legacy business cards. Suspecting Cosmos.
• Prospects abound today: BAM wants to interview me next week for an usher position. Manhunt model casting call tomorrow. And submitted my headshot to New Jersey Shakes for their upcoming tour.
• Noticed that my torso wants to lean right or left when sitting. Also, my head has a tendency to cock to the left since childhood.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Daily O 22
Tonight @ 1:
• Interesting events. I got up and was very motivated to work. I sent out resumes and headshots, responded to casting calls, modeling gigs, administrative jobs. I was on fire. Very proud. Did it with time to spare.
• Spent the better part of the day preparing for tonight's performance of my poem at the Nuyorican.
• Then... Precipitous cosmic obstacles. (1) My train crawled and paused frequently along the way, 'causing me to meet late with Ashley. (2) Though I didn't realize it at the time, I misread our emails indicating where we'd meet. So we both completely missed each other, 'causing me to have to walk there myself. (3) When I got there, there was a sign posted that they were closed for repairs and cleanup due to the past weekend's hurricane. — Completely thwarted.
Which raises the question: Why? — Several speculations. Needless to say, I was very disappointed and disgruntled despite having meditated.
• Ashley and I couldn't even hangout 'cause not 30mins later she got a phonecall from her mother asking for her help and immediate physical assistance. WTF? — If I wasn't supposed to go out tonight, why not make that clear sooner? Why the wasted time and effort?
• Uniqlo interview tomorrow.
• Going to purchase Legacy business cards tomorrow.
• There are huge answers to the day's events. I'm sure of it.
• Interesting events. I got up and was very motivated to work. I sent out resumes and headshots, responded to casting calls, modeling gigs, administrative jobs. I was on fire. Very proud. Did it with time to spare.
• Spent the better part of the day preparing for tonight's performance of my poem at the Nuyorican.
• Then... Precipitous cosmic obstacles. (1) My train crawled and paused frequently along the way, 'causing me to meet late with Ashley. (2) Though I didn't realize it at the time, I misread our emails indicating where we'd meet. So we both completely missed each other, 'causing me to have to walk there myself. (3) When I got there, there was a sign posted that they were closed for repairs and cleanup due to the past weekend's hurricane. — Completely thwarted.
Which raises the question: Why? — Several speculations. Needless to say, I was very disappointed and disgruntled despite having meditated.
• Ashley and I couldn't even hangout 'cause not 30mins later she got a phonecall from her mother asking for her help and immediate physical assistance. WTF? — If I wasn't supposed to go out tonight, why not make that clear sooner? Why the wasted time and effort?
• Uniqlo interview tomorrow.
• Going to purchase Legacy business cards tomorrow.
• There are huge answers to the day's events. I'm sure of it.
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Daily O 21
Tonight @ 12:30:
• Intentionally didn't blog yesternight. Or vlog. Just wanted to have a different day.
• Very close to getting Legacy business cards.
• Mom was having a bad day. Took it out on me. But thanks to today's earlier meditation, I didn't absorb it or take it personally. Very proud of myself.
• Cadence came over to give mom and dad time to sleep after their first week of parenting. I got to watch and hold her for a while. I love having a baby to hold. For a moment, it was as if she were mine. I just kept showering her with love.
• Things are about to change this week. I just know it.
• I'm so glad that I'm meditating regularly.
• Intentionally didn't blog yesternight. Or vlog. Just wanted to have a different day.
• Very close to getting Legacy business cards.
• Mom was having a bad day. Took it out on me. But thanks to today's earlier meditation, I didn't absorb it or take it personally. Very proud of myself.
• Cadence came over to give mom and dad time to sleep after their first week of parenting. I got to watch and hold her for a while. I love having a baby to hold. For a moment, it was as if she were mine. I just kept showering her with love.
• Things are about to change this week. I just know it.
• I'm so glad that I'm meditating regularly.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Daily O 19
Tonight @ 1:
• Went out for drinks with Ashley at her favorite bar. Necessary. I'm a good counselor. And it makes me love myself better.
• The day went by so fast. Went to the market to pickup some stuff for mom. It's weird: when I step out of the house, I have to remind myself to be myself.
• Didn't meditate. I will before bed.
• Felt amazing today heading to the bar, and I think it had everything to do with my outfit.
• Went out for drinks with Ashley at her favorite bar. Necessary. I'm a good counselor. And it makes me love myself better.
• The day went by so fast. Went to the market to pickup some stuff for mom. It's weird: when I step out of the house, I have to remind myself to be myself.
• Didn't meditate. I will before bed.
• Felt amazing today heading to the bar, and I think it had everything to do with my outfit.
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